September 22nd, 1994
Happy 20th Anniversary, FRIENDS!
i used to hear my thoughts inside my skull with the same tone, in a voice that sounds like you. i can’t get you out of my head.
…Am I happy or unhappy? It’s not a very important question. I live with such frenzied intensity.
Things and people are waiting for me, and doubtless I am waiting for them and desiring them with all my strength and sadness. But, here, I earn the right to be alive by silence and secrecy.
The miracle of not having to talk about oneself.